Sounds so familiar...
I still have anxiety and depression, and if I forget to take my meds twice a day I will get a panic attack that feels like alcohol withdrawal.
I recently completed an "intensive outpatient" rehab thingy, and it helped a lot, but I still have issues. I have a regular 40 hr/week job, so I have to be careful, but I have screwed up in the past. Do you work full time? Part time? Anything to sort of force you out of the house in the morning (as much of a pain as it may seem) is really a good thing.
Best of luck,
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