This is a massive opportunity to turn your life around.
A baby is one of the greatest things that will happen to you, even if it does not feel like that now.
I echo the other comments about children FAS.
Life will be so much harder and how would you ever forgive yourself?
If you feel like the worst person alive now, how will you feel about yourself if your baby is born with FAS.
Do you have friends or family who you could maybe stay with for a bit?
Just to have someone to talk to and company to be around?
Like others say there are medications that are used in pregnancy for depression and anxiety.
Don't be alone with this okay?