Hi and welcome.
What Gottalife says I identify with closely.
After a lot of sober years IN the program there are still things I don’t like but they are not that serious. No one says you have to say the Lords Prayer, I look at it as a spirit of unity tho I prefer the Serenity Prayer, that’s me. Some don’t like holding hands while saying these prayers, well DON’T, it’s that simple, we just don’t drink!
Going to meetings and listening is a huge help to get us into a positive mode but it’s the program of the 12 steps that is the glue that gets/keeps us sober.
BE WELL