Thanks for the posts guys.
It's just sad that I can't drink anymore... The addict in me is starving.
I know I'll have "a few drinks" and end up wanting more...
I need to find life satisfaction outside of a bottle.
I'm so angry right now that I'm sober .
Thing is I was sober 40 days recently and it DID NOT make my life better...
Addiction is a strange, strange thing...