Feel better BeFree sending healing hugs your way xx
KeyofC door all your concerns, you sound strong in your belief, keep that focus. It sounds very like you are coming to terms with managing life without alcohol having used it as excuse, escape and company for so long. You are having to rethink and reboot your life. That is never an easy thing to do at anytime, but without the crutch you once used it is a tough hill to climb. Know that you have support here form all your friends and please feel free to PM me any time, I am a good ear.
Keep reminding yourself of the strength it took to get this far, and how well you are doing. Keep believing. And yes hun, it really really is worth it.
Sass, having spent a large portion of your journey with you, I have watched your spiritual growth and seen the changes in the way you have come to terms with and managed your alcoholism. I both admire and respect you for never giving up on yourself, for giving yourself a chance and for fighting. X
Hugs Unders, have a good weekend and Keep on Keeping on