hi all I have been sober for about 80 days longest ever for me. I started drinking around 13 and I am almost 50 so my poor body has had a lot of abuse. this is really the only time I have made a real effort to stay sober and admit that I am an alcoholic.
surprisingly it has not been as hard as I thought it would be and this site has helped me so much even though I don't post much. But tonight I am really missing having my wine. I don't know if its the actual drink and the feeling it gives me or just the boredom I am feeling. I feel like I am missing something. I would love to get together with a friend for some wine at a restaurant or just watch a good movie with a glass of wine. but I know it will not be one glass and its not even worth it for one glass!! Just wanted to vent thanks for listening. Oh, just took a hot bath and started reading, Drinking a Love Story! Hope everyone has a good night!!
