Rar, hang in there. You can do this. When I quit, my husband was still drinking. It stinks, but you don't have to drink. Maybe go out of the house for a while. Get some ice cream.
You know you have a problem. If he's drinking and bought your favorite beer, he doesn't want to see that you have a problem. He loses his drinking buddy that way.
You can stay strong. Think of how awful hangovers are when it's so flipping hot out. How bad your head feels. I do not miss that at all. Keep posting