justbeachy yup sounds like my life in my early twenties. But after I got involved in my church, my own family and schools, my job, things turned around. And it was well worth it. Sometimes it seemed very lonely because I had no connections of any merit with my foo. But I was emotionally disconnected at an early age so I did talk to my my mom occasionally as I had no emotional connections with her and it didn't upset my world to talk to her. I viewed it as my duty.