Loneliness
I've been NC with Mom for about 4 months, also not talking to Dad and stepmother(they were always abusive) which is rough because Dad just had a stroke. My brothers are pretty much out of the picture too since they live with Mom. Also let go of an old friend who I was reconnecting with- she tried to reach out to my in-laws(we don't get along) which made me feel I can't trust her. I even cancelled my Facebook acct! I still have my husband and daughter, but I feel pretty lonely sometimes. I talked to my mom almost everyday before this and I miss her a lot. I am trying to come to terms with the fact that I may never talk to her again. I know I'm doing what is right for me and my family, it's just very painful at times. Sorry, just needed to vent.