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Old 08-25-2015, 10:14 PM
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amy55
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I'm going to blame the perc's for this. (lol). I actually only take about 3 a month when my back is really, really bad. I'm afraid to take more because of my addiction to drinking. It's like, "make the world go away, take it off off of my shoulders"

1. I should never have asked my daughter that.

2. I wish she didn't answer that.

3. I didn't really need to know

4. I felt good that she was crying 2 'x because he was verbally abusing her

5. I didn't feed that good when I heard this. I thought I would.

6. I felt bad that my daughter did tell me this, I was hoping she wouldn't.

All of this was mixed emotions. I wish I never asked.

Problem now is that I do have that prescription. It's to take as needed or 2 a day. Didn't quite get there yet. Taking 1 or 1 1/2 a day, and realizing that I am now taking them to not feel anything. Going to flush all of them and just go with motrin or aleve.

I went through cancer and had pain meds, just don't think that I can handle them anymore. Even with the cancer I held back on pain killers.

Perhaps that is my true confession. I could really get to like percs, and I don't want to go there.

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