I ended up not going to the hospital to avoid the sister in law that I can't deal with right now. Went shopping and spent the day with my daughter. She's a senior in hs. She says she's so proud of me. She's trying to be like me and not drink and resist the other temptations young people face. So many more than from when I was her age. Wish I had been more of a positive roll model all these years. With that said I "looked back at my past but didn't stare".
Day 27: thank you Lord! Thanks to all of you!