Having an extremely hard time. I am literally counting down the hours until the stores open so I can buy some wine. This alcoholic narcissist man recently came back into my life (over the phone and via video chat as we live in separate states). He recently went through a very traumatic crisis and I held his hand, talked him off the ledge, listened to his drunken drivel for hours and days through it all, thus losing precious sleep, my sanity and my pride. Sure enough just as he was all better, bam! He went back back to his emotionally abusive caustic self and then suddenly bolted. Disappeared, won't answer his phone, won't respond to my emails. The guy is in his forties. I can't believe I let him to do this to me AGAIN. I am shaking I am so angry and there is nothing I can do.