I thought you were on an anti depressant also Jeff? Yeah I'm in the same position, no quality of life at all. (and I'm not depressed)
I've got a massive dilemma with my insomnia. It's no way to live but I have that same general mistrust of big pharma at this stage.
Plus taking a pill or 3 that have the same side effect's as the condition that I am suffering just seems totally irresponsible to me.