Thank you everyone ((((((hugs)))))) to you all. Yes I do get some challenging replies and I consider each and everyone, it's why I love posting here as I know I will get honest feedback. After my last few posts in really had to start considering my behaviour and try to look at the patterns and yes why I keep putting myself in the position where I know I will feel rejection but also my definition of friendship, if people really genuinely care for me they will love me at my worse. It is friends who have seen me at my lowest ebb but haven't left as they know I'm going through I tough time but you know what they still love me!!!!
Seriouskarma, the new therapist is nice, she's an older lady who seems to have a lot of experience. So far so good
Dandylion no I'm not cooking for her, I'm doing nothing for her. It's hard actually not to but I'm determined.
Thank you all so much really needed your encouragement today. Getting up now to get ready and file my divorce petition!!!!
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Lexie, I will stop calling the guy, he's gone out of my life!
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