I hope I can Dee. I don't think I've ever had so many intense stressors piled up on me at once. Limited time to find a home or homelessness. Have to pack everything up though I've been feeling weak and so sick with anxiety. Trying to keep my mind from shattering. This is the worst anxiety I've ever had, it's relentless. I just spent the last three days, days I should have been DOING something, anything, doing absolutely nothing. Just cowering in terror. Today I am going to try to get stuff done. It's scary being like this and being all alone. I have two people to who reach out to help but it's on a very, very limited basis. Mostly it's me, alone with my crazy, and it's hard. So very hard. Living in a constant state of fear and terror is not conducive to get anything accomplished.
Please keep holding those good thoughts for me, hope for sanity and functionality and stability for me. Thank you.