Thanks for sharing your story MJ - I am sure many of us can relate to portions or all of it, particularly the concern about health issues. What got me off drinking nearly 2 months ago was chronic and aggravate GERD - there was just no way to tackle it without quitting booze. Hopefully you can use the health issue as one of the pillars of your campaign to stay sober: you will be saving your own life, day by day. And if your colleagues consider you to be a leader the way you are now, imagine how you would wow them in 3 months from now!