You're doing great honestly! I'm on 4 months and it's really only now my emotions are pretty even again (but not every day even now). At day 18, like you, I was crying, then high as a kite, then numb, then high again, then very angry and frustrated.................. all within a few hours. Seems the early days are like taking a tight lid off a pressure cooker.
Things get calmer, take care.
xx