Brilliantly said onmyjourney. Back in the day, I was always known as the guy who took care of things, got things accomplished, the guy people looked up to. Now I just tend to get pity and/or anger, while personally struggling to keep my head above water.
I'm doing good this time around though, and think I've learned how to slap my mind when the AV pops in for a visit. "No! You can't drink! You know god damn well what happens if you do! So go find something to do.".
