One morning I woke up looked in the mirror and thought what have I become .. I then stopped drinking for 2 years ( I got more done in these two years than I had all my life ) but sadly I started to drink again for a year and I basically looked in the mirror 6 days ago and realised I had turn into that same person. Today iv had some cravings but I kept myself busy ... I want to be who I was a year ago have that clear mind and conscience that brave woman who was ready to conquer the world he he he and anytime I want a drink I think of my worst days when I begged myself to stop and couldn't I can't go back now I know I can do this and you can too