Hi I am currently 42 days sober have been drinking since I was about 13 . a bottle to bottle and a half a night unless with friends drinking than it even more. Been hiding glasses and bottles for the last several years . Have gained 20 plus pounds in the last 2 years. Just feel like crap the day after until I start up again around 4 or 5. I have been feeling so uch better since sober but very tired. I am going out with a drinking friend tonight and feeling a little worried but determined to stay on track. Reading these posts have been a great help to me.