Thanks so much for the information.. last night I locked myself in our bathroom and sat on the floor and just cried and waited till he passed out on the couch because I don't even wanna be near him or hear him.
I even thought about adoption but why I should I give up a child I've wanted all my life for him
See, when it was just me I didn't really care but now I have a child to think about that didn't ask to be born and deserve better than an alcoholic father.