I drank a lot through HS and college and was sober for for twenty something years. Socially drank...three beers my limit until last year meeting an acholoic friend. Starting binging. Smoking. Swayed away from my christian faith that believes drunkenness is a sin. Totally in depression even though I have a wonderful husband, My kids are all adopted and have special needs because their parents did drugs. That should be enough for me to not even dabble in this world of alcohol. But I keep wanting to numb.i feel like I have no hope some days. I only made it five days sober. Haven't been drunk but drank. Maybe some people just can't make it? Any thoughts?
