What's driving me nuts is my ex-doc said she would "cover" me til I found a new doc but she lied 14 times about refilling Ativan for me. Yes, 14 times! So my belief that she will help is the same that it's going to snow tomorrow! But that stupid, pesky voice of hope keeps whispering at me and I keep well doing this
to those thoughts! Shut up and leave me alone!
My appt. with the NP is nine days away and I have just enough to make it to then, since I've lowering my dose (thanks for reminder Marcus!). I'm just hoping she'll be a practitioner I really like and want to work with and she'll want to work with me--and provide the meds I need!