I think my drinking pushed someone away
met someone I was interested in, and it was going fairly well.
I tried to subtly mention that I wasn't strong with alcohol and couldn't handle it etc - and was deluding myself thinking that I wouldn't make a drunken fool of myself.
I did.
They have expressed concern and told me they care and want me to get help. I joined this site which has given me a great outlet and it's almost two weeks since I touched any alcohol (so I am very happy about that)
I just feel kinda sad that perhaps this potential partner is now distancing themselves due to perceived issues or whatever surrounding me.
dno, just sharing my feelings really, getting it off my chest.