After a week long binge I literally could not drink another sip and immediately went into withdrawels. Four days of WD's, and although I've been to rehab twice, the ER multiple times, WD on my own too many times to count, this last WD was "it". I realized enough is enough. I don't want to be so weak I barely make it to the bathroom, I want to be able to sleep at night, I don't want to wake up with mysterious bruises or cuts anymore. I can go on and on. Everyday I read over my reminders of how awful it feels to drink so that is stays fresh in my mind.
Angel