Sleepie,
Don't give up!
You've come a long way.
The sleep issue? I am an insomniac who messed up her brain from alcohol and drugs. I finally realized it is better to have one problem, ( the insomnia) than two problems, ( the ism's and the insomnia, too.) Try not to worry about it too much. REST and rest assured you are doing the best thing right now. Sending GOOD vibes your way.