Hey welcome to the forum x I very new into recovery and on day four. The thing is hun - only you can decide when to stop. Firstly you have to want to do it... it sounds as though your mindset is already getting that way already. The good thing is you are recognising that you want to quit, quitting itself is another matter. I wont lie to you i am finding it tough but im hopefully through the worst of my withdrawal now. For me I woke up and decided enough was enough. Ive self referred myself to drug and alcohol counselling and have sought help from my gp to help with the withdrawal. Whats really important is that if you do decide to quit you need help... detox can be fatal if you try to manage it on your own. Its very early days for me but the help of this forum has been a lifeline. You are not alone in this. If you decide to quit then there is a ton of people on this site who have been there and do understand what its like. Its good to know that you are so not alone x