Why not confide in people here on SR?!!
What do you do for support? because in isolation I never got far, my mind would sell me the similar fairytales and I would be tempted to drink, whereas having something outside myself to keep me focused on the task at had is what I needed, something to give me a second opinion on things!!
People who don't have an issue with alcohol, are never going to get it in the same way those that do will, I found alcoholism to be a very lonely place until I discovered SR!!!
