Odisnow, I can relate to you... I'm only 5'1" and the pounds really show fast. Good for you for treating yourself today. That sounds great. As for the bon fire and cookout tonight, just stay close to SR and post often if you need to. My first weekend of sobriety was a trip with drinkers all around me and several trips to local bars... wasn't fun but I managed with my diet coke w/lime and my hubby knew not to even ask me about having a beer... You can do this!
