curia.. I have deliriums when I detox.. I have gone into seizures twice after not drinking after serious binges. I have used our community hospital twice. They gave me enough valium or anti seizure meds like Ativan for 3 days. I'm not a doctor but one occasion they did give me benadryl and it did help me with the shakes
You know it's always so crazy that us drunks/addicts always manage to find the money for a bottle or a bag but never have money to help ourselves get/stay clean!!
I sincerely hope you can scrape up the money to get under a doctor's care because detox can be dangerous!