Hi RegenFarmer, I too have recently fallen to the pressure of that damn alcoholic voice and lost my sobriety again. You say, "this relapse has me experiencing nostalgia and inspiration". In my case my relapse did that too but also left me feeling hungover, sick, depressed and very disappointed in myself. This site definitely helps to know everyone on it is here to listen, help and support you in times like today. You most certainly can put this behind you, but in my case I can't ignore these slips. They are reminders of why I cannot have just one drink again. I am fairly new here again and I am sure some of the others have much more experience and things to say. As they say, get up, brush it off and keep posting.