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Old 07-15-2015, 07:11 PM
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Free2B84
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Join Date: May 2015
Location: Kentucky
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My mind is my enemy

Hi everyone, here I am on another go around with staying sober. No it's not just another it's the one, the one that I'm going to make count! On day 10 here & feeling ok. Except for having poison ivy for the 1st time in 31 yrs & a tooth that just had a crown put on that killing me unless I'm popping ibuprofen every 4 hours. So guess ok fits my current mood. My main problem is my mind, it's telling me all these negative things. It has me worried about things that aren't even here yet like student loans, can I get a job with a Bach. In psych after I load up all of this debt. All of this is running through my brain making me feel like I should be doing something before it's too late. I know it's one day at a time but should I be stressing over this stuff 10 days in? Getting sober is about having a better life. But if I can't find a job after graduation with my degree, what's the use. Any kind words or inspiration from anyone? I really appreciate anything rite now...
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