I go through days, weeks where I feel restless, irritable and discontent. It is like cravings that are annoying and frustrating. I hate them. I try to meditate through them. Or post and read here. Or text a couple of AA friends. Because these are the phantom urges that led me to relapse after 10.5 months of sobriety. I'm paying far more attention to these niggling thoughts this time around. I've got 19 months this time. I'm still getting the feelings but I know better where they lead. I think it's a call to add tools to your tool box. Stick with it