I really just craved the booze buzz.
But to be honest, I've learned that a craving isn't going to kill me.
I'm not an addiction expert, but I would suggest acknowledging the craving, telling yourself that it's just a harmless feeling/sensation and simpling moving on with your day. The message you give your brain is key.
If you tell yourself that the craving is something you should not feel, you will give it promenance.
Good luck and stay safe.