Exactly! You wakeup feeling like you blew it!
Meetings are a huge problem for me right now. The ones i used to go to are out of the question and my job is VERY public. I'm not sure what to do at this point. I'm sure i could use the extra help.
I went to meetings for awhile in the past and twice, while at work, 2 different sets of people came in and very loudly "hey, you're in AA ". I can not have that where i work.
I'll figure something out because i do feel very alone with this.