Well, so much for NC. I was doing great, I was... Unfortunately I of
Course felt the need to respond to his text messages and also answer his call ( big mistake, huge). What do I hear? Nonsense....and then some more nonsense. Really? He misses me? Really? He's drinking more now then ever because I "abandoned " him? Oh, his life means nothing now.. He's just sitting there waiting to die. WTHELL?
His text messages always end with 😭😭😭😢😢😢😘😘. Pick one.. Omg!
Listen, I am not a mean person. This is a guy that I have loved like no other for five LONG years. I actually thought he was calling to let me know how his rehab was going or that he was actually moving forward with some kind of rehab program. The first text he sent me led me told believe that because that's what he texted me.
Needless to say, almost two months after our split, I am still getting the blame. SMH!!!!! After him ruining another weekend of mine ( thank you very much) with him texting me that I need to get my **** together and that he's done with me...yes, HIM DONE WITH ME (ummmm...hello??? I'm the one who left!!!) after I asked him not to contact me anymore I finally went BLOCK!!!!
Not bragging, I feel terrible for having to do that. I must be the crazy one!!
