Originally Posted by
Dee74 
to be honest stopping drinking was only the tip of the iceberg for me.
I really had to get to grips as to why I was fundamentally unhappy & disconnected.
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Completely agree dee. I've got a hell of a lot to do in terms of looking deeper into myself and why this happened. Ive got so much to be sober for. My boyfriend is at a loss as to why I didn't reach out but I've been romantisicing alcohol for a while now, the reality is so very unromantic- it makes me want to shower and scrub the shame I feel away. I despise it and I won't let it beat me. I'm in with half a chance.
Thank you all.