You been a member of SR for a while, struggling to get and remain sober. So I will put it bluntly, you are just repeating what doesn't work. Time to change it up.
Originally Posted by
Grok 
So that's behind me today will be my day 1
Moving forward with the hope that this is
your last day one, I can only repeat what I said in an earlier post:
"Putting your sobriety first means protecting it, not risking it."