I know, it's just I'm still young and trying to get out there again. I made a goal for myself, which I've kept, but it's not good enough. I'm still drinking every night.
Instead of waiting for the liquor store to open, I'm looking for parties every night. This isn't working. I'm definitely drinking less, but it's still a daily thing for me, I would really like to cut down, but I'm lonely and I want to have fun for the first time in 4 years.