MB please call somebody and get some help.
Get an appointment with your Dr or therapist.
Go to the local hospital.
This is not a normal way to feel.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ease-read.html
Samaritans (Cherepovets)
54, Stalevarov str.
162600
CHEREPOVETS
Contact by: Face to Face - Phone - Letter:
Hotline: 007 (8202) 577-577
Hours:
Mon, Tues, Wed, Thurs, Fri, Sat, Sun: 09:00 - 21:00
Youth Crisis Line
D25, Centralnaya Street
156014
KOSTROMA
Contact by: - Phone
Hotline: (7) 0942 224 621
Hours:
Mon, Tues, Wed, Thurs, Fri, Sat, Sun: 18:00 - 21:00
I don't read Cyrillic so I don't know if this page helps or not, but I'll add it just in case
Russian - Crisis ClinicCrisis Clinic
You can get past all your current problems - don't fall for thinking that things will never get better.
Think of how far you've come since you've joined SR. Read back in past posts if you don't believe me.
You're worthy of help, and love and a good life.
D