When my sister got into drugs, she started with grass and moved to psychedelics (LSD, shrooms, etc.) and then to cocaine, heroin and crack and meth. She often wanted to take me on a "trip" with her. I was waaaaayyyy to afraid of drugs of any kind (except booze).
We are all seeking a relief from life's pain. Your father Haennie, Brynn, me... quick fix looks so attractive. But we have to go through the pain, not around it.