Hi guys.
Still here, still sober. I feel fantastic, sleeping again, all my energy back. Been hitting the gym hard again.
I was (am) so scared of the monster grabbing me again. It was tough but I won this round. Last time I was six years sober. Hopefully we can double that figure.
Once I took that morning drink I knew it had me again and I came here. And learned some things. I didn't know I had an AV. Didn't know to separate my AV from me. It helped.
My relationship with family is strong again and I don't have to pretend to be happy in fr9nt of them. I am happy.
Is life perfect? He'll no. It's 100 percent better without that beast in my life again. I am stronger without it.
Thanks again for all your help. I'll stick around and try and help others like you amazing folks helped me.
This is a wonderful community and the world is a better place because your here.