Glad you found us, AnonSara. I highly suggest joining the Class of June 2015 thread found on this same forum. It's a great way to learn from and help others who are also in early recovery.
Remember that you don't have to take that first drink no matter what and as long as you don't take the first you can't take the second or third or tenth that will almost inevitably follow.
Hope you'll check in often! We're here 24/7.