Yep, he is resilient. He does need my influence in his life though, he is surrounded by women mainly (no offence lol). Actually my drinking didn't come into the court case. I brought it up as it was part of the story as to why access stopped, but nothing to do with the reason (my ex tried to flip that into the reason which is something I will never forgive her for).As for the 'fight' word. Yeah this and all fights had better end soon. Thats what I was saying in the homeless shelter, I just have no fight left in me. For anything. My whole life has been a fight pretty much on some level. All F'n levels. Pffft. Anyway. Yep that's one from my day. You ever hear this CD? One great release, it was by far my favorite. Real class and a live set too...
The magic starts at about 7:30 on that. Ahhhhhhh! Many a tear was shed to that build up & drop. And even still another, works every time. Any sunny day that my parents would P' off when I was a younger you could be sure to find me out in the garden blasting those CD's. Feet up, "enjoying life". Well, trying to anyway. Oh yeah I completed a draft for a new set today (a very rare occurrence) the Christian one. It's flawless I think, will give it the full listen again tomorrow as I was interrupted earlier today. I suppose then today is a good day also! Edit: Children is on that mix CD actually! The courtyard version, max emotionals. Another tearjerker! Big moment in time that one was, quite a glorious breakdown. Heavenly tunes...