I understand that he will not find true sobriety unless he wants it... I was hoping for maybe some incite on narconon and if anyone had any first hand experience.. I was hoping someone had a story to share that could bring hope into my deflated soul.. I hate feeling so damn doom n gloom and want to be encouraging and hopeful. Maybe I do want someone to tell me to run or to tell me to stay... I don't really know. Im trying to not make rash decisions. I'm just so confused and hurt and lost and still so very much in love....
Yes-I am on the friends n fam forum as well, but just like my nar-anon experience--I feel like that's a good place to vent and have someone who can relate from my perspective... But still I prefer the hope and good stories and overcoming real struggles from the addict/NA side.
Congratulations to all of you here who are quelling your demons and never giving up..