The legal bill will remind me for months how much his crazy cost me. I had to stop fighting him, he didn't play fair and he wanted to hurt me and prove something.... And none of it was good for the kids only himself.
My issue is he had money and a good job...I can see why so many women have a hard time...it is mentally draining, emotional abuse, and you are paying for it for months if not years.
I never was able to stop him from drinking.. Only the county woke him up in jail and court
I never was able to stop him from drinking around the kids....no a court order is a threat to him...
But I am not the wall flower just because I ignore his lies.
I can't do much unless the breathalyzer shows something. And he can cancel on the kids...
It is sad to know what a great family we could have been...but a lot of it was in my head. Dreams. And alcohol is something I can't fix.
Wow gashes in the leg... And this is what happens to me.
Glad to have you guys here who can understand.