hope for my positive posts
What if I never have a positive post? What if I can never list how better my life is sober? I am 4 days sober (again) and 4 days not allowing myself to see my alcoholic boyfriend. All I can do is hold back tears of pain and heartache. Why cant I ever feel good? I did run with my dog last night, and woke up without being hungover. But I'm still so sad. I am sober, but alone.