Originally Posted by
zoso77 
Ain't that the truth.
I'm sorry this went down, but I can't say I'm surprised, either.
Good. The sooner he's in your rear view mirror, the better off in the long term you will be.
Hang in there.
When it first happened, I was devastated. I didn't want him to leave me again. I thought we could make it work. But after thinking about it more and taking to my therapist, I realized, why the hell would I want that? He's already proven to me that he will continually choose any substance over me and that he's not serious about his recovery. I'd be stupid to let this person back into my life again.
I love him, and I feel bad that things had to be this way. I'm honestly scared that the next time I hear about him, it'll be someone telling me that he's dead or in prison. I'm really trying not to think about it this way, but I can't be there too watch him die. I won't.