Originally Posted by
sleepie 
I understand 007, I used to diet and did not consider myself successful unless that number went down every day.
Glad your therapist is aware, just take care
Thank you. But you are right in how I feel. I like to see that number go down each day, and I will do anything to see that drop because it makes me feel good about myself. But this drop never happens on my husband's days off since there is so much more eating. Oh well. We'll see what happens. I think my therapist believes that my alcohol problems are more important right now than my eating issues. But I still would like to post updates on my weight loss, as that makes me feel good, even thought I know it is probably unhealthy.
And to be totally honest with everyone. I really don't care if I am dehydrated or hurting my body. I just care about losing weight. I'm sorry if this offends anyone, I am just being honest about my pathology.