Originally Posted by
tornrealization 
I'm losing my mind. There is a very self centered mean person on my final class project and that's not why I drink. So mean, we've given up.
I just feel like I'm not making it on multiple fronts. I need this class to end, my new boss is like leaving, and I'm back to weekend drinks which aren't good.
I don't like documenting my failures on this web, but I guess I do cause I don't have friends to talk to. Sad story I suppose.
You've had some really long stretches of sobriety.
You've kicked ass with your studies.
Those are just the things I've noted about you here from your posts.
You're not a failure, but I understand the mindset.
Being a '**** up' makes it easier for you to drink, cos everythings messed up, people suck and who gives a crap right?.
Stop it - seriously, Torn. send the AV on a long walk
Get back to where I know you want to be
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